~ Ephemeral Visage ~

I let Robbie sing at my darkest hours. Today I holed up at the bathtub. Rolled up the blinds to let the sun in a bit. Maybe it'll help me breathe better. Science says that your heart works harder to pump air and food to all parts of our body when muscles are stressed. So I took in more air. Deep breaths. More air will lessen the load of the heart. Maybe that will take the heartache away. It really really hurts. And I need it to lessen. Just that day I read an article on heartaches. It is a really true medical condition that people die of a 'Broken Heart'. Sometimes when an individual encounters an event of utmost emotional distress, the heart muscles are weakened and they break down. And people die from this because our heart is the core of our machine. So the article explains that the squeeze I feel is not a figment of my imagination nor the effect of the emotions rolling within. It is real, and dangerous. In the long term, the heart muscles weaken and break down. S...