~ Ephemeral Visage ~

It's the season to turn 21 Yesterday was shuhui's birthday celebration. Yeah she celebrated it early with mit and I... had lotsa fun eating at Sakura International Buffet. You ask how the hell 3 gers find so much fun each time we meet up? Haha.. first we couldn't find the lift to go up to the restaurant; could only see the signboard from where we were. Circled the building couple of times but in vain... felt like a complete fool especially when we climbed the dark stairway and encountered a nutcase uncle looking for macdonalds. Called the restaurant and they told us to look out for lifts beside a spectacle store... but i swear there was nothing beside the optician. So pissed as I was, I grabbed a lady outside the optician and asked for directions. Turned out the lift was beside a BRA STORE... wow... big giant spectacles INDEED... in many colors and sizes summore. Wow~ food at the International buffet restaurant was rather nice, alot of choices, but they're sorta lacking...

Love song for the loner Had a dream... That I spent some happy times with a guy that makes sharing laughter possible. The feeling was wonderful; to be able to laugh unexpectedly, with him, rolling with laughter uncontrollably at silly things we do together. But as I knew more about him, it was clear he belongs to another. They've been together for quite some time now... he sorta took it for granted that they'll stay that way. He's starting to venture elsewhere for adventure, excitement that courtship and hazy relationships might bring. There has been many before me, but this time he's really caught himself too deep. We share too much. He cares too much. Before we could figure out what to do, or what(or who) he really wants, she knew about it. She left and avoided him. He was frantic... he became a total wreck.. he was... insane. Seeing him like this... it pains me. I understood how much she meant to him. He just didn't realize it; Whenever I ask what his grounds wer...