~ Ephemeral Visage ~

Simply too tired these days; it seemed the mind has given up. The rusty hinges creak reluctantly whenever I flip open the newspapers, and words dont flow as easily even for msn chats. And as with all systems, when the main OS is diseased... life slows down. Immensely. Incredulously. Imminently. I look around; People're moving on even faster than before --- I watch their dust in my face but just cant seem to force my steed any faster. Finally I lie defeated, amidst my blanket folds. Too tired to even wrap myself against the cold. I know its wrong to allow for this slumber And so I thought of songs By my all-time wonder Listening to::// Robbie's croonings on my MD/ Works like salve to my aching soul. Was just looking back at my year's rag photos. Not sure what compelled me to click on the links, but it was pretty heart warming reminiscing the hugs, laughter and fun-filled banters amongst us all. We were one hardworking army, whipped on by slave-driver bel, pressured by joy an...

It's all about you -- as usual the roads were cold the path unlit... to your little party you held a dozen yards from our painful haunt. your eyes so cold words were few... as you saw me yet and i wonder what is it you saw -- me, or your past, or what i like to call, our history. i sense your discomfort it hinges on your throat parched it so dry i could smell that rancid fear your instincts took it irritated you to know or discover just why you couldnt bring yourself to do the act so foul... to talk to me i know, i sensed, i could see it so much clearer than you just like everything yet again before. we both know the reason for this invitation shrouds of friends you juggled a commanding host art thou "its my party" you thought "I wanna make it go the way others shld've done" that arrogance and stubborn faith so much remains, so very unchanged until once more you see it's hard to make things the way you thought is smart then you rejudge those hosts again ...

Anniversary~ wooh. It's been 6mths since, and it's been a wonderful journey. Got pp a cashcard with our picture (on the right) taken at raffles hotel some time back during horizon's performance... and i must say the spore mint has done a good job in terms of printing quality, as well as efficiency. Hee... Just celebrated my birthday... in a nice quiet way, and so heartwarming to know that my friends remember my birthday without me throwing a big party like past years to remind them of it (of cuz friendster did play a part in reminding them im sure) hahaa... so kudos to these peepz who remembered: (takes a deep breath) Kitty, Meowzy, Ernie, Grace, Coreen, Wei, Kaili, Hongda, Kangwei, Liz, Qinlei, Wendy, Bubbles, Professor, Desmond, Wanfu, Yuanz, Weiwei, Emily, Mitmit, Grandoter, Weihao, Liyangz.brother, Yan....(pant pant pant) And not forgetting those who sprang a surprise party on me and liyang during orluar's farewell party at Blooie's: Seok, Huixiang, Xiaohao, Hon...