Strange that it seemed, after so long, I've come to forget this place that I'd used to spend so many nights; Aligning the smallest details to perfection, sourcing the most evocative pictures, and handpicking only the best opensource codes for. It was through rei's livejournal, that I saw my bloglink. As I clicked on my name, a familar blue hue shrouded my screen. And flowers popped up. I could almost smell the scent of those white flowers. I peered at the last entry, a sense of guilt creeping onto me as I expected it to be ancient. But hey, to my surprise, it ain't THAT long ago... haha. Felt a little better. I can just dust off the cobwebs by blowing. *pff pff* Truth be told, I've been afraid to blog. I am afraid to face my feelings. To crystalize them into words, you first have to figure them out. And I'm afraid to even prep for that procedure. Yeah, indeed, I use such surgical terms simply because its like a surgery to me. Of me. It's like cutting myself ...
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