Mounting the steps, I hope. The farther we climb, the harder we fall...if we slip. That was the chance I took, so full of confidence that everything would be alright. Because this one felt so right, I bundled only a few memories and jumped the wagon before It realised I was gone. And I never looked back, not even those quiet nights when I was left alone. I just lived life ever since that day. Yes, I never looked back, because my guts told me this was right, and it was what that would liberate me. It was literal when I told pp right from the start that he changed my world. Things are really different. Very different. But through yesterday, I regretfully realise that this new world of mine, is a contract held together with a sole clause -- Pp must be in it. Yesterday wasn't all that good. Maybe it was pms, maybe it was all the planning and stuff.... I don't know. But as the day wore on, my mood dipped to an ultra low. The tipping point came eventually, where both of us got upset...