~ Ephemeral Visage ~

It was never my wish to be her. Nor anyone. I've always believed myself to be unique, back since I was of tender age. T'was like a feeling that I'm not like the rest. And my beliefs grew together with this. So when I heard those words said...of how uncannily similar I am to her, there was a rush of pettiness, a tug of hurt, and maybe some sprinkle of fire pepper. It staked the pride through and through. How the similarities freak you out, you say... examples raised of stuff we say, even to the degree of using the exact same words. Indirectly, I felt you had condemned us to the same ending without giving things a chance to veer the other direction, by believing that I was (just like) her. Took a while to snub the bitter aftertaste...and happily forgotten. Also things were alright for a while... Until I saw the folded hearts. I fold hearts. It's unique to me cuz that particular fold is difficult. I fold them well. There were more, like messages and cards and stuff...but I...

Lately time flitters past. Getting real tired just keeping up. Had an outing with kitty, rei and ryan the other night. The plan was to hit Mambo, but the queue drove us to Cafe Iguana instead. T'was the first time I visited the place frankly, though I'd always admired the skeletal reptile on the banner each time I cross the bridge to 7-11. Surprisingly the place was pretty empty, probably cuz its a wed night. But then again I thought wed nights should be more happening anywhere else... or maybe it's just for clubs. Not a bad place at all... known for their margaritas, though I have no idea why. The lime house marg rei had wasn't too bad, and ryan's banana boogie woogie (reminded me of kueh lapis though) too. =D Had fun just lazing and chatting till late. Oh and I finally got the presents Nanny and Cleaner sent back! So that's one more funky tshirt in my wardrobe, and a tulip candle cleaner got while in holland. I wanna go holland one day to see those windmills ...