Our paths crossed...again. I am reminded of the entry I wrote some time ago regarding whether parallel paths will ever cross each other again. You've reappeared...and I'm filled with trepidation of doing the wrong things again, and happiness that you're filling the void he left behind. My days aren't half empty as they used to be. Yet I may not accept if things went further, but at the same time getting tired of playing the game at its stagnant status. Maybe I need a break, but your words reminded me of that morning where we sat and watched the sunrise replace the moon. Our Sunrise. And I can't bear to turn and walk away completely. I may be mistaken about what your words meant, and who it was for... but it was real nostalgic the way things used to be; Even the fear felt eerily familiar. But I'm no longer the wide-eyed, desperate-loving nymph who built her woods around you. And tell me if I still love you the same, or am I just living the fantasy I didn't ha...
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The pigeons are clubbing Went mambo the other day... with a different crowd and company. A different experience totally as well, and well, anything different is worth appreciating. Several issues arose during mambo that shifted me into uneasy mode, but don't see the point mentioning anymore since I'm set to forget them. Next week I have company asking me to go once more.. should I? Feeling tired again... of everything.. even talking on msn tires me out. I dunno where my time goes. Lord, it's already the 16th. Holidays are fast coming to an end, and what have I achieved so far? i've received invitations to go for several parties this year, some simple dinner, some bashes, and some house parties. But I just wanna stay low this year; If i can't have the x'mas i want, I'd rather have a quiet one at that. Screw the faculty events... I'm not the least interested. You turn up, smile with an effort, seeing everyone with a partner or friend they came with and sha...