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A fragile surprise "Hey you know about JW?" "err.. nope. What abt?" "He passed away in a bike accident last week. On the spot." No, I didn't know about it... and it's probably because people didn't think I knew him. Well... I know him, though not on talking terms, I still remember his face. And at that moment when my friend informed me about this, his bubbly smiling face came into mind. Something jumped inside me... i dunno what it is... but it made me afraid. Life is, that fragile. You'll never know when you're going to lose the people you love tomorrow. And they would never know you love them if you didn't get to tell them before that. It made me doubt also how worth it it is to keep yourself healthy, abstain from excessive drinking, smoking, high carbohydrates, fattening food... when all it takes is an unlucky ambush, and a minute to die. So... smoke more, drink more, indulge while you still can. And go grab you phone and call th...
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The Beginning or is it The End Your image is fuzzy. As I try to recall how you speak, how we knocked against each other and gelled then, I don't remember. Should I feel sad about this? Maybe...I feel a little anger at the realization of how you viewed me then. But it's not what I don't deserve, given the stuff I say and stuff I do. But now I know more. Though not yet as much as you do, it's ample for self-evaluation without bias. Screw it, I'll cross the bridge when it comes.