~ Ephemeral Visage ~

Lonely souls & Silent streets. Please don't think of me If you do you gotta block it I got chills tonight And you can't be here to stop it I'm not a parasite It's just a lonely night Tonight. ---Robbie Williams, If It's Hurting You. It's kinda relaxing these days. Work seems so far away. The irony is, it shouldn't be this way. I see others' work piling up. But as I look at my workbin, there's no kanbans waiting for me. There are other worries...problems rather. Talks about plans, health, money. Much as hopes that life would simply remain thus, I know there's more expected of me, in terms of contributions, in many many aspects. I'm so sick of people's expectations Leaves me tired all the time If your home's full of useless aggravation Then don't bring it to mine. --- Robbie Williams, Singing for the Lonely. From time to time, these songs play in my mind. Yet Other times... The silence overwhelms them a...

Waiting for the right train. Life is... monotonous these days, as my pictures do tell. "Your pictures, they probably speak more than your words." Suddenly, his words came drifting into my mind again. Its about a trait of mine that I didn't realise. I smile. I don't miss him anymore... The days to his return seems to draw near with accelerated pace. 'Twas sweet the way he conveyed his reminiscence of me But I don't know what will happen when he finally comes back. And somehow... I don't think anything will happen after all. Because I don't think that's what I want... And neither does he. Haha. Okay so I digressed. I've a feeling I'm drifting along the currents... Content to watch others scurry downstream alongside, Waiting for something to happen. And something tells me... Many small things are gonna happen before the big wave hits. Gotta make the right judgements, not to be brought down by the small waves,...

Not myself these days... Like a drunken state of mind... I drift around aimlessly, Stretching awake hours endlessly Knowing non when to sleep. Guilty of self-contradictions Laid out and tried Jailed in my own abyss... Sentenced to life. And what a life... this is.